The worst of them is my fear of being murdered. I figure everyone is afraid of being murdered but I'm at the point where I figure I'm going to be murdered every day/night. I'm not afraid of dying or being killed instantly but more of being murdered in a serial killer sort of way. When I'm alone I turn on all the lights and run through the house, sometimes I walk around with a knife, just in case. I never sleep with my windows open. I already have my escape plan and I run it in my head from time to time. I also have continuing dreams of mutilation, murder and being chased.
