I think I have an interesting fear, This might sound dumb, But I have a fear of losing my hearing. I was born hard of hearing and to this day I'm afraid of waking up in the morning and be deaf. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry and scream in fear. I try to avoid loud sounds, like having music on full blast (because being in a loud environment can damage to your hearing and in time can decrease you hearing). Whenever I'm in a car with my friends, they love having the music loud and I'll freak out and turn it down. After doing that I'll end up having a argument with them cause they get piss off. I think main thing I'll fear the most is to know one day I'll miss sounds like the ocean, music, children laughing, animals, having a conversation, my voice, not able to hear my own kids, etc. I also get mad at people to don't take their hearing for granted, because I feel their so lucky to have better hearing and they don't take care of it. I'm 20 years old and I'm still struggling with it, I hope maybe someday I'll find some way to cope with it and move on with my life and enjoy it. Wish me luck...
